Reposting:
I’m really not
good with words (yeah I blog but writing is different from telling that in
person :P)
I have always
been an introvert. I prefer to be alone that in a crowd. Like what I posted
months back on my FB page, “I think a lot, but I don’t say much.”
I always have
this fear of rejection that I’m not worthy enough. That is why I prefer to keep
everything inside of me. I have and will always will.
I’m often
mistaken for “maarte”, “maldita” and “unapproachable” since I don’t talk that
much. I’m not gonna voice out any opinion, any feedback or anything for the
matter if you won’t ask me to.
But as I grew
older, I have realized that it’s not really bad to open yourself to change and
to other people (p.s. don’t give everything too much!) See, having someone to
talk to, bond with and share the same likes (and dislikes) is quite refreshing!
I have started coming out of my shell and enjoying the world has to offer. I
know I’m still halfway there like a half-baked cookie. But I know I have some
things to offer. I know it, I can feel it, deep inside me. J